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i think i'm going to use dreamwidth more than tumblr for the foreseeable future for previews <3 tumblr is fun, but i think it can occasionally feel a little... crowded? claustrophobic? there's something about sharing something with a limited audience that's very soothing / liberating.

i've gotten through the first draft of chapter 6, which is exciting. i want to have a strong draft in place for everything through chapter 8 at the very least before updating -- really, most of what i'm trying to assure is that i don't need to go back and add things to earlier chapters after posting them. this story is kind of an interesting / unique-ish case in that i don't have a beta reader for it. when i wrote the very first draft, i shared it with a few people who vibe-checked it for me (<3 !!) but i haven't been running the chapters by anyone before upload.

honestly, this was, at first, like 90% because i was trying to keep a regular update schedule & was finishing things at the very last minute, but it's been sort of refreshing to not run it by anyone but my own lil self before posting. that isn't to say i don't massively appreciate everyone who's beta read for me before (i do!! sososo much!!) or that i am swearing off beta reading for this fic or others (i'm not! i'll actually probably try to get more eyeballs on it soon, esp the later chapters, to make sure things are coming together in the way i want them to), but i think it's been really good for my relationship with writing & with this work in particular to rely more heavily on my own judgment. it's what i always did when i first started writing, and i feel like it's helped me get some of that spontaneity and carefreeness around creativity back :D having my own feelings about any given chapter be the sole deciding factor is therapeutic in a way i didn't expect it to be. 

anyway. i did not actually mean to go on a whole tangent about this. i am lovingly blaming the feeling of freedom that dreamwidth's obscurity provides for my loose tongue <3 without further ado, here's a preview of chapter 6 of bury us both :3


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i've decided to make it one of my goals this year to learn how to use dreamwidth, and also to have some kind of redundancy in terms of where my works are stored online. i don't really have any particular reason for choosing to go with unknown caller for my next piece to archive here; it's just a personal favorite, and relatively easy to repost since it's a oneshot <3 this was originally written for Death Note Kinktober 2023 :-)

for lack of a better way to provide information, i'll just put the same things here [tags, ratings, etc] that i have on AO3. if you would, for whatever reason, prefer to read it on AO3 proper, the link to do so is here :3

Rating: Explicit
Category: F/F
Fandom: Death Note
Relationship: Mello / Near
Characters: Mello, Near
Additional Tags: Phone Sex, Dirty Talk, Praise Kink, Possessive Sex, Awkward First Times, Alternate Universe - Always a Different Sex, POV Near, Female Mello, Female Near

At 10:58 PM on Near’s eighteenth birthday, the phone in the SPK’s main offices rings.

She is the only one left awake. The majority of her agents left hours ago, and Commander Rester, dedicated as she is, understandably retired to bed at a respectable 9:30 PM.

Near rises to answer it. It’s the first time she has moved in— three hours, she thinks. Maybe four. Her joints creak slightly, more crackly than she suspects they are supposed to be at this age.

She lifts the phone from its cradle toward the end of the sixth ring and raises it to her ear.

“Hello?”

On the other end of the line, someone’s soft breath ghosts over the microphone. Near holds hers.

“Happy birthday.”

It is a woman’s voice, low and smoky and utterly familiar.

“Mello,” she says. “I’m surprised to hear from you.”

“What,” Mello replies, a smile in her voice, “did you really think I would miss your birthday?”

“You did miss the last four.”

“I’ve been busy,” Mello sighs. “I’m sure you have been, too. Besides, who was I supposed to call? Roger?” She laughs. “I don’t think he would’ve put me through to you. Do you?”

Near twirls the phone cord around her index finger and leans against the wall, tilting her head to hold the phone in place. “Probably not,” she admits. “How did you get this number?”

“That’s a secret.”

“I see,” Near says. Objectively speaking, this is a concerning development; there may, she thinks, be a traitor within the SPK. However, it would be a lie if she claimed to regret Mello finding a way to contact her.

There’s the sound of Mello shifting, her hair or clothing brushing over the microphone, and then a very long silence before she speaks again, long enough that Near is about to say something when Mello suddenly asks—

“What are you wearing?”

Near’s brow furrows in confusion. “What I always have worn.”

“Mm. It’s summer, so— linen, right?”

“Correct.”

She wonders, then, if Mello asked the question to prompt Near to ask the same in return. Sometimes people do that. This is something she has learned since Mello left.

“What are you wearing?” Near asks politely.

I am wearing,” Mello says, breathy, “black lace. It’s this— this fucking expensive set, you know— nice lingerie. I look good in it.”

The description is extremely vague. Near does not know what nice lingerie looks like— she wears the same kind of cotton boyshort underwear every single day and a soft, thin bra. She also does not, honestly, know what Mello’s aim is in telling her this. It seems unlikely that she would call for the first time in five years to gloat about her finery, so there must be some kind of purpose to it, she just—

“I’m touching myself,” Mello announces.

Near drops the phone.

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