six(teen) sentence sunday: bury us both
Apr. 14th, 2024 01:59 pmi've gotten through the first draft of chapter 6, which is exciting. i want to have a strong draft in place for everything through chapter 8 at the very least before updating -- really, most of what i'm trying to assure is that i don't need to go back and add things to earlier chapters after posting them. this story is kind of an interesting / unique-ish case in that i don't have a beta reader for it. when i wrote the very first draft, i shared it with a few people who vibe-checked it for me (<3 !!) but i haven't been running the chapters by anyone before upload.
honestly, this was, at first, like 90% because i was trying to keep a regular update schedule & was finishing things at the very last minute, but it's been sort of refreshing to not run it by anyone but my own lil self before posting. that isn't to say i don't massively appreciate everyone who's beta read for me before (i do!! sososo much!!) or that i am swearing off beta reading for this fic or others (i'm not! i'll actually probably try to get more eyeballs on it soon, esp the later chapters, to make sure things are coming together in the way i want them to), but i think it's been really good for my relationship with writing & with this work in particular to rely more heavily on my own judgment. it's what i always did when i first started writing, and i feel like it's helped me get some of that spontaneity and carefreeness around creativity back :D having my own feelings about any given chapter be the sole deciding factor is therapeutic in a way i didn't expect it to be.
anyway. i did not actually mean to go on a whole tangent about this. i am lovingly blaming the feeling of freedom that dreamwidth's obscurity provides for my loose tongue <3 without further ado, here's a preview of chapter 6 of bury us both :3